why wont this semester just END... now preferably. even when it does, i dont have much to look forward to. im pretty burnt out on classes right now, but im going to turn around and take a 3 week class as soon as these are done. then. and only then. do i get a break from the crap. ugh. so tired of everything. everyday attendance. required homework. pointless lectures. worthless classmates that never do discussion. end. now. die. wretched courses. and courselike materials.

mom told me to keep telling myself that ive only got 3 classes. 3 freaking classes left now. 2 latin. 1 soc. soc will be done in 3 weeks after my semester ends. then 2 latin classes. 2. i have waited so long to be done with school. im really tired of the undergraduate system. the professors. the students. at this point id be happy just to work for a while. even if it is a crap job. school just infuriates me anymore. ill never earn squat with a bachelors degree. and ill earn even les without it. just 3 more classes. plus 3 weeks. 3 and 3. in fact. if i am prone to suicide. i could double up the latins. be out of here in december. but im not going to. i guess i need the pain. for some reason or another. 3 and 3. just 3 and 3 left to go.




so on onther, non whining thoughts. ...... ...... ...... .... .. .. . . . . .


the rain was beautiful today. i guess im a fucked up person, but i love it when it rains. nice gentle rain. constant deluge. honestly its the best time to walk around and think. or even not think. just walk around. everything stays so cool and crisp. and the constant sound of water is nice to hear. even if it soaks everything in your back pack. twice per day.

http://us.f1.yahoofs.com/users/3fb9b8b0_1848f/bc/6ba9/__sr_/dd3a.jpg?ph5SghAB2QblKNkK

pretty wet flowers.


3 and 3.