so well its Monday now, and i havent really done a thing. havent had much time. all the stuff had to be moved out on friday... parents insisted as much, by 11am... left me about 12 hours to sleep and pack [didnt really do either] since my last final exam, then not to mention the 5 hours of files i had to read. since then, everything in my life has sat in a box. everything but what i took with me. and thats not alot. cellphone finally died. sorry if i missed calls. cant find my charger anywhere... ended up driving for an hour, because all i had was my car charger to use. its been interesting, living out of boxes. its not going to change anytime soon. i realized all ive got for now, is what i carried with me. sometimes its disturbing; to think of the things i bothered to take with me. pocket change, pencils, and keys. nothing much out of the ordinary. i did take the time to dig out pictures. not all of them, but certain ones. my desk doesnt look right without a certain one on it. yeah, i know im not supposed to bring it up; but she makes me feel comfortable. having her on my desk makes me more comfortable. makes me think that things maybe didnt happen like they did. that theres a reason for the past few weeks. that i can forget it all, and go back to being happy with her. so having that pictures makes it a bit easier. especially when everything else you own is in a box.
alot more later.... i need to pass out. then unpack, to pack. bus leaves for North Carolina in under a day... lots on my mind, lots more to do til then..
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actually i lied. no more later. the weekend flew by, and by the time the internet reads this, ill be on my way to North Carolina for a week... god its going to be painful. supposed to rain the whole time there. still have no idea why im even going to this.. ill explain it all later. ps. kill one job possibility; the truck stop said i was OVER qualified, too much so, to take me on as customer service at their parts desk... what i kick in the dick.... if i can.. ill post from NC State. later y'all.. they say ya'll there , dont they? fuck it
